I wanna feel the nail go thru my hand
I wanna feel the thorns go through my skin
I wanna feel what you feel when i commit a sin
I wanna be mocked and spit on
I wanna be pushed and thru down
I wanna be the one on that cross
I wanna be the one who saves the lost
Hands spread open wide
Why did you die for me?
Please tell me why?
When i sin every day and tell many lies
When im jealous of many when i have to much pride
When i had an abortion
When i made you cry
When i hurt my parents
When i wanted to die
Throw me on that cross
Leave scars on my back
Put a crown of thorns on my head
And if i scream dont you take me off
Im not worthy to be loved
Im not worthy to be a part of someone high above
What you did for me i guess ill never feel
What you did for me i believe it's real
Im sorry for not being the christian i was suppsed to be
Im sorry for not remembering what you did for me
So if i ever make you cry and make you feel regrets
For dieing and on the third day rising again
And if i ever doubt you or feel that you are false
Send me a set of nails and throw me on that cross

Try and UnDeRStANd mE ....i promise im normal

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sorry-for-not-remembering-what-you-did-for-me/