I don't want to miss you...
Not like this! !
I want to be glad you've gone,
Not miss your burning kisses,
Nor be so empty,
Nor see these midnight hours,
Nor die inside with loneliness,
Like a withering flower.

I don't want to need you,
Not like this! !
I wanted to be glad to let you go,
Not dream about your love,
Nor feel you in the night,
Touching me,
Holding me....
But only in dreams.

Scarlett Treat

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-like-this/