I have been invited to dispose myself
by a song that took my soul from where it dwelt
i pondered my whole being
i am reflecting of what i am becoming
i saw myself constantly wander
i sometimes become a good pretender

God has been there with me
he has let me feel it though i neglect to see
even though i'd rather choose my selfishness
He waits until i come to realize my foolishness
shame has confronted my heart
but the truth, in God's love i can never depart

the song who am I has given me a mark
in whatever way i can see it in my heart
my reflecting spirit proves my attitude
poor soul of mine often come to emotional mode
over and over again I see my sinfulness
but until now I cannot boast that I lost my loneliness

Many people had come across my life
unworthy as I am but they asked me to give some light
failure to manipulate myself, I've loosened my feeling
I cannot deny this way I found myself sinning
at first i am enthusiastic to bring them on high
but in some end i found myself to make alibi

I am who I know moves in me
but many times the world speaks of contrary reality
I couldn't escape what others could also speak of
what matters is I do not stop to walk
I might have changed the way I am appearin'
deep within me something would always remain.

1 October 2011. Putiao, Pilar Sorsogon.Retreat

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