the tears in my eyes dont dry up
the stay there dwelling
just waiting to fall
thinking about life
and wanting it to end
im not suisidal
i just wanna see my best friend
i want to fly with the angles
i miss the way it used to be
i cant stop thinking about how the pain could easily end
by taking the easy way out
one stroke of this blade to my throat
but i know what i have gone through with mario's death
so why would i put my friends and family through the pain
one stroke and all the pain and hatred is gone
and i will be free
and in peace
but now....
what do i do

ASENA MARIE SATAN'S SPAWN

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/thoughts-of-suicide-5/