as i watch my life slowly fall apart,
and watch him poision my heart,
i realized im dead,
and its not just in my head!
im dead in body and mind,
in me there is nothing left to find,
there is no more worries,
there is no more hope,
just the memories of what i used to be before i died,
no one for anyone to confide,
its the only way to forget why i cryed! !

Michelle Guza

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/im-dead/