Diary of a teen

Nothing is seen; nothing is heard,
Nothing said out loud; not in word.
All hidden inside to pretend its invisible,
Nothing and no one life can seem so miserable.
Wanting for no one but that one special guy,
Without him it seems that you will simply die.
The tears dropp off your cheek and dropp to your arm,
Blocking your self in and causing self harm.
Watching as just one more friend turns their back,
Watching as your heart goes from red to black.
Thinking no one understands not like they try,
Wanting no more to live and just want to die.
Parents seem to hate you and for school you just don’t care,
Losing yourself and your not even aware.
Just wanna run further and further away from your past,
Wanting to live your lift and live it fast.
Just watch as people walk by without knowing your alive,
Wondering how it is even possible for you to survive.
Writing in note books just to get it out,
Why doesn’t anyone hear when we all shout.
Living your left online or on the phone,
There’s people but you still feel alone.
Welcome to a world being broken,
Where you can barley breath and always choken.
Locking yourself in your room so you wont have to answer anyone,
Screaming that you want out and your done.
All you see is a world of people fake,
Your keep your heart closed just for your own sake.
Welcome to the world we all know to hate,
Knowing we wont get out and we are to late.
A life where truth and lies contently collide,
Thinking that no one, not even you are is on your side.
Everyone is screaming but no one is heard,
This is the diary of a teen but no one will speak a word.

Michelle Guza

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