A SELF JOURNAL OF A MAN TRYING TO ONLY DO EVERYTHING WITHIN LEGAL LIMITS WHO HAS BEEN DESIGNATED AN "DOMESTIC ENEMY" OR POTENTIAL ENEMY OF HIS OWN COUNTRY, THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND WITH NOTICE TO ALL SURROUNDING LAW ENFORCEMENT WITH A VIOLENT EXPULSION FROM SINGAPORE AND THE THREAT RIDDEN FORCE BREAKUP OF HIS 7 YEAR LONG RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS SINGAPOREAN MALAY FORMER FIANCE AND HER FAMILY WHO WERE ENGAGED TO MARRY HIM OFF TO THEIR DAUGHTER IN 2009, BUT A NUMBER OF LOCAL SINGAPOREAN AND FOREIGN RESIDENT "SUFISM-MYSTICISM" INCLINED MUSLIM DID NOT LIKE NOR WANT THIS TO HAPPEN, THEREBY PLAYING ON ETHNIC FEARS & TENSIONS IN SINGAPORE AND CALLING ON THE CHINESE ETHNIC RULING AUTHORITIES TO EXPULSE HIM FORCIBLY IN LATE OCTOBER OF 2009, AND TO DESIGNATE HIM "PERSONA-NON-GRATA" THROUGHOUT ASIA, AND ON MUSLIM MARRIAGE SITES AS WELL AS SO THE STOP HIM FROM EVER BEING ABLE TO MARRY FELLOW MUSLIMS ABROAD IN THAT REGION.