2010-07-11 3rd Journal - Mayan day 7 Death or Transformer ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/35057483 ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: How interesting! In the last journal (sorry, not recorded, yet - I’ll upload it to Scribd, though - in its basic format) I spoke of awakening not feeling so hot - just feeling unpleasant, altogether, here in 3D. I went on about how accepting that - not running away, or seeking to get rid of it - is an option for us. I spoke of its benefits - how that brings blessing. Then I went on, as I do, to other things. Well, the unpleasant feeling went on as I was writing - it’s not yet quite gone. The thing that is interesting, though, is the calls that came out of me, after I finished that journal. I was able to see, then, how I was being messed with - manipulated by other beings, unseen. I made calls on that - affirming my sovereignty, and so on. Now, you may make calls like this - call for the angels, the Light Beings to come, to assist - and yet still have this terrible, this unpleasant feeling of whatever kind, my friends. These beings don’t give up - they don’t play by the rules. They could care less what you think of them. Remember, to them we’re just cattle. They continue on. I have an interesting visual for you. Just imagine the surprise of the farmer, who hooks up his cow to the milking machines every morning. What if, one morning, one cow of his turns to him and says - go fuck off - get that thing away from me. I’m not having none of it no more.” Remember, now - cows speak broken English - not enough schooling, I’ve heard. ;) Well, though surprised, he might be, do you think that the farmer cares at all what that one cow is thinking? He’ll just force her - if he can... or maybe ignore her. If she’s no calf, she’ll soon give in. He knows that. Life goes on... Distributed by Tubemogul.