Machine Gun Kelly’s life seemed to be taking a turn for the better, following his time in recovery from drug addiction coupled with his engagement to actress Megan Fox. However, it appears the musician isn’t happy at all with the direction his life’s been going in more recently. After experiencing box office failure films and the cheating drama that put his engagement on hold, MGK voiced the idea that his “life’s in shambles” while speaking to a crowd of fans at his latest concert in Houston, Texas.

In performing for the Houston Livestock Show and Rodeo at NRG Stadium on March 14th, Machine Gun Kelly returned to his birthplace in Texas as a touring musician. This possibly brought about many feelings of nostalgia for the rapper/rocker, as he and his Christian missionary parents left the state when he was young, moving to various U.S. states and countries around the globe through his childhood. With over 54,000 fans hanging on to the performer's every word, the Houston Chronicle reported that MGK (real name: Colson Baker) pondered on-mic what the next step in his life would be.