“It's been unbelievably tough for the two of us, but at least we have each other," Prince Harry said, with wife Meghan Markle sitting beside him, in what is touted to be a tell-all interview with US chat show host Oprah Winfrey. This comes after the couple's acrimonious split with Buckingham Palace last year. “I just didn't want to be alive anymore. And that was a very clear and real and frightening constant thought. And I remember how he (Harry) just cradled me. I went to the institution and I said that I needed to go somewhere to get help ... And I was told that I couldn\'t, that it wouldn't be good for the institution,” said Meghan Markle. Meanwhile, Harry said, “I've never blindsided my grandmother, I have too much respect for her. I had three conversations with my grandmother, and two conversations with my father before he stopped taking my calls. And then he said, can you put this all in writing?” Watch the video to know more.