Omg this video sucks to post But I promised I was going to be honest and real about the struggles of the journey so here it is. It still f*cking kills to admit it thought lol THANK.

I'm talking candidly about being a very fat woman. Being an obese woman really. The emotional pain and the physical pain that being fat causes. Have you seen my latest videos? EMILYNOEL83.

If you're a subscriber of mine, you know that I lost around 30 lbs on YouTube. But what you didn't know is that I went onto lose nearly 50 pounds and didn't document it on here. Unfortunately,.