I try my best to satisfy you anyway possible, but nothing I say or do is ever good enough for you. I let down my guard to give you all I have left of love, and you abuse misuse, & weaken me with your lust. Sleepless nights worrying if you feel something at all in your heart, cause it hurts me more than it hurts you whenever we're apart. How can you say you love me, when you lack communication, affection, & trust? Waking up every morning hoping you will get a clue, that I'm close to the edge, & about to make a move. My heart is hanging on by a flimsy thread, & stressing about you being in my future is messing with my head. Would it kill you to show me I mean more to you than video games? Would it Hurt Your Pride To show me you care for me like I care for you? When I talk to you & try to express my feelings, Could you at least act like you're listening? Loving you is like a suicide mission & i'm so through being fed up with what I need from you.... Never thought I'd express my pain this way, but Loving You Is Hurting Me & I'm Through Living This Way....

Krystalyn Hall

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