I feel like there's nothing
left to lose
I feel like I'm losing
the ones I love
and mean the most
I've had thoughts of ending my life
and have tried before
when my 2 boys and you came into my life
I knew there was every reason
to try and keep holding on
when I feel down
and have the thoughts
I think of my 2 kids and you
and my thoughts just disappear

I feel like there's nothing
left to lose
I feel like I'm losing
the ones I love
and mean the most
I've had thoughts of ending my life
and have tried before
but now since your not here no more
and feel like I'm losing my kids
I feel like there's nothing
left to lose
and don't see anymore reason
to try and keep holding on
when I feel down
and have the thoughts
I know I will think of my kids and you
and instead of my thoughts this time
I know I will disappear

Sara Panicali

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/losing-the-ones-i-love/