I can't help but contemplate
Of the mess I made
I could never calculate
'Cause my memory tends to fade

I have no one to blame
For my present state in life
God knows I have tried
To learn wrong from right

For so long I attempted
To point my finger at friends
I couldn't help but notice
Three were pointing back again

No one took my hand
That lead me to this path
Once I started the journey
There was no looking back

I'll never be able
To admit it wasn't fun
It isn't until now
I notice the wreck I become

It seems the day arrived
To put beers and drugs away
Take a hard look at life
Get on my knees and pray

No will to control
My actions or my thoughts
I admit to my Supreme Being
My body and mind are lost

I submit to Him
To do as He will
I know what I must face
It won't be a magic pill

That's when I felt His Touch
In the center of my soul
All this time just waiting
For me to reach and take hold

SinJace Ramos

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