My life has took a turn,
im unsure where i am.
It's just another curve,
can't be another scam.

This is a new life.
So innocent and sweet.
Im not even a wife,
but this could be a real treat.

A blessing not a curse.
I am filled with joy.
Problem is, I think things will get worse.
My only fear is for this baby boy.

How will this make his life,
oh my, it will ruin him.
He may be intellegent,
but it'll be my fault we'll be out on a limb.

I destroyed what he could have been,
cursed his little life.
I hope this doesnt break me and baby.
I hope i didn't cut off any ties.

We were so close.
Now not sure whats to come.
Me nor him knows,
but no turn backs, because whats done is done.

Mythically Loved

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/a-baby-changes-everything/