I feel im of importance
but at the same time im not
I feel like no one cares of my existance
to me it seems true
No one really listens to what i say
if they do it doesnt seem that way
If i were gone would anyone care? ?
nevermind...dont answer that
just pretend im not there
Im somwehat bored
easily annoyed in life
i think i just realized that im mostly depressed
i act like im happy...? ?
but that kinda adds to my stress
I find myslef happiest when im alone....
or talking to people who i think care...
when im watching tv? ? ....not really...
listening to music? ? ...most dearly....
im not sure but i think i sorta strongly dislike my life? ?
I tend to isolate myself from the ones i love
the ones i live with...they dont seem to notice
thats kinda nice? ?
I keep being told 'i love you'
but i find that hard to believe
im not sure if when its said its meant
i know that when i say it
its true and its not pretend
I try not to let
my anger and sadness get the best of me
but ive held them in so long
that lately theyre almost controling me
Keeping the ones close to my heart
is kinda hard to do
i feel as if they may try to harm it
so theres an invisible barrier
if that barrier is destroyed i dont know what id do
im already on the brink of losing
whats left of my mind
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so yeah.....i just felt the need to share this......(srry its so long) .....

~IP23

iron panda 23

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