i spend alot of time alone in my room
with nothing to do
when life gets to hard i hide
or drink away all the pain in my life
but it dont stay gone for long
no, it comes back just as strong

so i try to make it go away again
but this time by cutting with my safty pin
it goes away but comes back just the same
im always in pian

i try to tell sombady but they say its all just a lie
they say its just for attion that i cry
now thats the lie

i hurt my self so not to hurt others
and they say im just a coward i try so hard to please them
but its never enofe
so now ill cutt with more stuff

nancy turner

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-life-278/