I feel addicted i can't seem to stop.
I crave for more no matter what's the cost.
When i take it i feel my heart is beating fast about to pop.
Without it i feel useless, helpless i get lost.

That's my only secret beyond my smile hidden.
Flashbacks comes to my mind a lot of memories.
Now i feel everything i do is forbidden.
Always dark my world full of worries.

Nothing really have a taste nothing is sour or sweet.
I feel chocked every night with a knot.
Empty alone i feel uncomplete.
Thinking about my life, i really been through a lot.

I am dying soon i feel it from inside.
I am getting weaker with time not a bit strong.
I am trying to express my agony and write.
Maybe when i am gone you will remember me for so long.

anthony fiji

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