running out of ways to deal,
when all i have is pain,
nagative thoughts comes to my mind,
none which are agreeable,
just let me be selfish,
i'm sick of this,
who wants a life filled with pain,
my family just can't understand,
how unhappy i am,
because they want me to stay,
but, can't understand what i go through,
just to seem fine in front of the niece and nephews,
that's why i'm planning carefully,
not to leave many broken hearts,
when i leave this life,
but i guess there is really no right way,
to say good-bye to the people you care about..

mona martinez

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/there-s-never-a-way-to-say-good-bye-to-love-ones/