I never knew he could casue so much pain.
And to think i was close to becoming sane...
He is my all!
And now not even a call...
I don't know what i did,
am i just not good enough?
Maybe i don't deserve to live.
I guess enough love i didn't give.
I wish i knew
I don't know what i did to you.
You said always and forever...
but now you say never.
How can i get rid of the sorrow...
if it's just waiting for me tomorrow?
I no longer wish to breathe.
Only to seize my existance.
To end my life,
Would be a gift.
The cuts are only temparary therapy
I just want to be happy.
But apparently happiness it too much to ask.
I'm sorry i even bothered......
carly bachor
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/9829-the-pain-he-caused/