I never knew he could casue so much pain.
And to think i was close to becoming sane...

He is my all!
And now not even a call...

I don't know what i did,
am i just not good enough?

Maybe i don't deserve to live.
I guess enough love i didn't give.

I wish i knew
I don't know what i did to you.

You said always and forever...
but now you say never.

How can i get rid of the sorrow...
if it's just waiting for me tomorrow?

I no longer wish to breathe.
Only to seize my existance.

To end my life,
Would be a gift.

The cuts are only temparary therapy
I just want to be happy.

But apparently happiness it too much to ask.

I'm sorry i even bothered......

carly bachor

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/9829-the-pain-he-caused/