Mixed feelings about my situation
I want to leave and stay
My trials have both good and bad
But torture I feel each day

I know that pain makes us strong
so perservere i will
I'll stand my ground and praise my Lord
His purpose I will fulfill

My heart is heavy
yet at the same time light
For I know my God is preparing me for better
He will soon make everything right

He will change the bad to good
But patience is my key
Wait on the Lord I'll surely do
Until He's ready to use me

I will love my enemies
Run to God in my time of need
Be afraid I won't
for God is taking the lead

Silent Speaker

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/god-is-taking-the-lead/