Things have changed so much....................

Things have changed so much,
Yet I still long for your touch.
Why am I still here?
Suffering,
Needing,
Desiring,
Crying for you.

Where is the solace in my life?
Where is the voice that I used to hear call out to me?
Where is the love I thought I would never loose?

Things have changed so much…

Sometimes I still hear you,
Feel you,
Miss you,
Long for you,
But you are not really there, only in my mind.

Things have changed so much…

Serenity departed, now consumes me.
I know no love,
No happiness,
No dreams of that which is to become,
Of me,
Of you,
Of us…

Things have changed so much.

Invisible I wish to be,
So the people around me will not see,
How odd,
How sad,
How desperate I’ve become.

Things have changed so much.

I’ve died on the inside,
No heart to break,
No heart to heal over time.
I am lost without you.
You completed me,
But now I am alone

Things have changed so much.



(may 2009)

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