I watch them inhume thee
A prayer’s cried
The guilt consumes me
Eats away inside

I see your smiling face
Everywhere I go
Full of style and grace
I should’ve let you know

My affection untold
The biggest regret
Your heart in my soul
I can never forget

Every hurtful word I said
Is ringing in my ears
Demons in my head
Feeding on my fears

I’ll drink away the pain
I’ll drown my sorrow
I’ll do it all over again
There’ll be no tomorrow

God has had his way
The day has come
I’ll never get to say
“I love you, Mum”

Bilal Raja

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/she-s-a-tear-that-hangs-inside-my-soul-forever/