Your not my friend are you?

The very person im facing with no feelings.

You used me like i was a toy and was broken so throw it away to the trash where i'll be forgotten forever.

Your not the first to forget me. I forgot myself.

I hide behind myself of hateness, as i look into the eyes of the demon that stairs back at me.

The devil is reading my headstone.

I've seen him before and i lye unafraid.

I touched my venom kissed lips.

I see your shadow, it haunts me. Im lost in myself. I've lost my faith as i lost my face.

I don't dream and i don't feel anymore. If a blind man can see my pain then that blind man can now see into the eyes of the grim ripper
himself, as he took over me. I scream over and over again in a chained bed of bared-wire as my lights go out, i see you. My misery is catching
up to me. As the devil smiles i sign my name.

As i drown in a bed of shadows. I forget who i am, but i'll never forget you the very person who betraide me. I live in my fantasy world where
i know i'll never be hurt again. I cry my tears of blood hoping to be set free.

I caught my butterfly like you said i would before i died.

Nicole Baker

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