What is this yearning and burning in my heart?
Why did God tear it apart.
I watched her suffer for over a year struggling daily over her very worst fear.
In my heart I did all I could, I don't understand why He would.
Why did my mama have to die..she was only 50...why God why?
She was closer to me than anyone else,
Now my heart cries, screams and yells.
I wish I could describe the physical pain as I wonder was it all in vain?
It hurts so bad I can't even see,
What will the future be like for me.
It hurts to walk to talk to breath, I don't even want people to talk to me.
I am so angry and mad inside!
Why God why did my mama have to die!

Butterflies In My Belly Forever

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-did-my-mama-have-to-die/