Still in the struggle
Still my emotions torn between the middle
Picking up the steel or nursing my skills
Hard to say these things but the truth kills
But sometimes when I am under the sun
I am happy tremble on purpose just to fall under it
Just plummet from the hill to reach it but still…
My life is an obstacle for real
It makes it hard for the sun I can’t feel
Patience is a virtue but on the way your emotions could hurt you
When I reach the sun though I am going to look at the sky and embrace the light
I told my friends that I would one day twinkle my toes in the magical sand that’s white
Feel for all the underdogs the pressure that’s up under all
But if you’re overcome by it all it can make you all fall
When I hear them speak they say when there is hope for tomorrow
At the same time the next day was a repeated yesterday
Another let down but the destiny there God brings them different answers
How do you expect to reach your dream if you don’t roll the dice?
How you gonna live though it all if you never lived without that rice?
I am now at the top I know how it feels to be at the bottom
I used to be the underdogs underdog
I love how I look in the sky and exhale I finally fled from the fog
God test…To break through the pain to reach closer to the fame
Not fame as a star but what love brings from afar
No one life is in a jar everyone should be able to obtain a car
These things and more lie in my soul
No more snow buries my emotions
No more obstacles that blocks my feelings

Leland Wright

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