It's sad when death feels like a fun release,
It's sad when people stop trying to talk you out of it,
It's sad when you look around and all you see is misery,

Maybe I'm just sad!

A pathetics speck,
A self loathing dimwit,
Or maybe I'm just ungreatful,

But, either way it's sad.

Kill or Be killed

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/death-seems-fun/