My dearest when you left me there was a spectacular stillness in the violent act of abandonment. The world spinning like a fly in milk eyes stinging and desperate attempts to fight fate. The acid around your smile burn kisses into my neck, cool tears tumble and form granite screams of tempered humility. The air moved about us as if it were light, dancing on pieces of secrets that lost there way to truth. You saw through to the marrow, the death that lives inside, and still tried to love me. Colorless I appeared before you as the moon greets the sun resuscitating frozen skin. Amputated from you half alive, labored breath fogs entrances that I have somehow made exits. Venomous vengeful views on how you wronged me I hated you because I need you to survive, even like this. My dearest you turned from me swallowing my heart and leaving an empty carcass what else but hate for the moment could i feel. Oh, my ubiquitous, omniscient love can you not see? Can you not know how I love you.

michelle soares

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