Will you be smiling while I'm weeping?
What can I do to make you happy?
Are you smiling while I'm hurting?
Were you dancing while I waited for you?
Will it always be just a dream?
Will you be my beloved?
Will you break me?
Will you make me?

I can now answer these questions with confidence as the person of whom this poem is about did break my heart and I can now say yes she smiled while I wept, I wasn't able to meet her satisfactions, she was smiling while I hurt, she was dancing while I waited, everything I need was just a dream, she could never be my beloved as she can not devote herself, and above all she broke me so why do I still miss her? ?

Emma Woods

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/am-i-looking-for-something-with-you-i-ll-never-have/