Looking back on pastimes,
mistakes I wish I had never made.
Mistakes id make over again.

I chose the wrong path.
A path for self destruction.
A path of demise.
A path of sadness.

If only I was smarter,
if only I was real.
If only I had common sense.
Then maybe I'd be happy.

Joey DeSantis

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-only-103/