I sometimes wonder
If God will still love me
After all I have done

I've thrown away a couple of bibles
I've burned his words
I torn pages out

I used the paper to smoke out of
But worst of all I abused his words
And cursed his name

I'm so sorry
That I took my anger out on you
I blamed you for a lot of things

I hope you understand
I never meant to do things I did
I did them out of anger

The anger just consumed me
Than it somehow turned into hate
I'm so sorry God

That I went as far as I did
I hope you will forgive me
I'm not asking you to forget

But please don't use
What I did against me
I hope you will
Love me after all that I did

Beth Ann

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