When you look at me,
what do you see?
i know you don't see my pain,
for if you did,
i know you wouldn't say those worda again and again...

Don't you think that it hurts being me?
that i don't want to live this life?
but im still here waiting,
and im still happilly faking,
yet i could easily grab that knife...

you don't see what i am going through,
you never understand,
i am going through so much strife,
i need someones hand...

What i do you never see,
but blood has become my best friend,
sometimes i think,
that maybe it would be easier,
if all this just came to an end...

Maybe you willl now what i go through,
but htat won't be today,
for i know your life is way too 'perfect',
to understand my ways...

life used to happy when i was young,
and nothing ever went wrong,
but im not happy anymore,
and all those days have gone.

so next time when you look at me,
try and see someone with a heart,
who won't ever leave this world,
cos this is only the start...

i want you to know that,
i am going to keep holdoing on,
and that im not gone yet,
you won't ever see me gone! ! !

I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/yu-wnt-ever-c-me-gone/