Not waiting to be hurt again
I hurt myself
In the most unjust way.
Not wanting to be hurt again
I direct the pain
To strike me in the most painful way.
Never tired of grief
I grieve for what I've lost
Losing it one more time.
By Peter Stavropoulos
(Written 1989, Before S-)
Peter Stavropoulos (Best Love Poems)
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/not-waiting-to-be-hurt-again/