I am numb
cuz my baby might now love me
right now he could be in another girls arms
and he dosent kno how much i need him
I am lost
i dont kno who I am
or wat i done or who i want to me
or if Im this or that
i wasting away
theres just something eating me
up inside and I cant do anything about it
I am numb
cuz my baby might not love me anymore
I am lost cuz
I dont kno who I am
I am waste
cuz I have guilty but no regrets

Jazmine Staples

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-am-numb-lost-and-waste/