Have I not the
right to mad

Those of whom
dont know

My mind not
you do know

Rough has my life
been enough it
has been so

If I know that then
how can you hide
those whom to help
my life laid aside
a job you prioritize
over me

My mother so have I
has not grown the
way she would like
no reason her deams
upon me so to cast
it is so

Father figure monster
I fear can you here
my words offered
up to thee
hear my plea
it is so

Cannot my real father
be here not there
drunk off some where
to me he is not here
it is so

Scarlet .....

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