You smile and bet, you play to get
You look, you breathe....i smile
I remember i should put it at ease
Give it a break, for its own sake
Then anger flows, heart beats close
It's not a smile, it's another deceiving mile...

I wish i could catch it
Hide it from my temper, hold it with tender
Is it worth it, to talk about it?
Can you hear it grunting, can you see it crying....
So many words left emprisonned, within its walls
No way in, closed way out
Swimming in a poul of maybes and doubt
I thought it's there, it wasn't anywhere
Like an illusional reflection, a light deflection
Instead of breathing, prefers cleaving...

The truth it read, no matter where it lead
Don't be sad, sincere fact
I write u with honor, i live u for a fact...

I miss something last
Being exposed feels cold
So i retrieve to my childhood ground
Time to share with memories i found...

I'll miss your smile,
I'll miss me in you
You and I...not a lie
You in me, a burning sigh....

Michael Samad

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/smiling-sigh/