I have trust issues. Which no one person can be directly accused.

I have lived a life of being beaten and cheated. In many ways psychologically defeated.

My small and petite stature, has left me open to the world's abuse. My small and petite stature has set me up to have a life where I constantly lose.

Why have I been designed for failure? Why is it I seem to attract predatory creatures?

I am now of the mind where I expect to be hurt early on in relationships. I find it difficult to resolve challenges within relationships. I run from inexhaustible issues within relationships.

Something needs to change and I do not want to agree to a new a found friend's opinion of my state of mind. Although I can see he will never leave me behind.

Jeremy Horsford

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-through-a-colleague-s-eyes/