You left me when I needed you the most.

I trusted you so much, that it was a shock
that you washed your hands off me.

I loved you so much that now its the time to rethink
that whether you loved me too.

I forgave you for many things as
I never thought to break our love
which took many years to built.

But when I was on medical treatment,
And when I needed your love and care,
You left me and went away
without telling just a few words
which anyone will love to hear that..
'Let anything happens, I am there with you always'.

I know this is a phase of time
Where am being tested
But at the same time it also let me know that
who truly cares for me,
and on whom I can rely.

Time never going to be the same forever,
This time will pass away too.

But I longed to hear from you
That ' I am there with you'.

You made it very clear
whether I live or die,
doesn't make any difference.
You can do anything
the choice is completely yours.

Time has taught me
not to expect anything from anyone
not even the soothing words.
The more I expect, the more I will be down
and I won't be able to stand for self at all.

I have to be the stronger from today itself,
As I don't expect any miracles to happen.
Nor do I wait for anyone
as I have to help myself.

You were the same
But it was I,
who couldn't understand you.
Anyway its better to be late than never.

I am there for myself
Only my strong will,
Will help me to overcome this whirlpool.

Let me console self by saying
'Everything is for good'.

Geetha Jayakumar

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-left-me-19/