Why am I convicted on the holy grounds
But in the flesh I feel nothing.
Why don't I stand strong when I am on the battlefield
But when I'm in the holy place I am like a rock standing firm in the ground.

Isn't it more importanat to be firm when I am with you,
But isn't it more important to be firm when I am on hte battlefield fighting for you.

I may seem firm in the human eye but I am like mesh in the eye of the spirt.
The immortals stand and gaze at me telling me I'm such a holy christian
I know it's a lie because my soul screams,
'HELP ME! '

If I'm such a good christian, why do I not stand firm on the battlefield?
Why do I let the flesh attack me.
Shouldn't I give that sin to you.

Even though I stumble, I know I'm safe. I know you'll catch me
Because you are God Almighty!

Lexie Mulkey

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