Im so alone without you, Im not sure what to do. It feels like your making me suffer from past mistakes. Im up all night thinking about you, as my body aches. I constantly look over my shoulder, hoping your there. I honestly don't know how long I can take it, I have so much pain to bare. If I could go back to the time I left you, I'd change it all. Except Im not sure if you would still be here, I mean ever sense its been your call. Try living one day in my life, I often ask myself why Im still alive. Ever sense I loved you, my lifes been deprived. You caught my off guard, knocking me off solid ground. Your the only way I can feel normal and turn my life around. Instead you made my life go down, taking every spec of happiness along. Im still knocked down from the last blow you conflicted, so fucked up, so wrong of you. Im still so alone without you, I'm not sure what to do.

Jamey Davidson

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