I hate it when I feel this way.
So unsatisfied with myself & everything.
I hate myself so much you see
My hatred for myself consumes me.
Sometimes I look in the mirror
And I just want to scream.
I hate the person that I see.
All my life I've felt this way.
Decided it's never gonna change.
Will never like what I see.
I really F*-K'N HATE ME! !
I'M PATHETIC! I'M NOTHING!

totally disturbed

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-me/