Here I am sat here wondering why
I know who I am and the dreams I have planed
But somehow I am stuck which feels like a rut
I need too move on, move on from this place
Making new dreams and new luck
Dealt with the past I will always regret
I am now becoming at peace with myself
Tuscany is my dream but always seemed distanced
I have a life and dreams of living this life right.
I always put my walls up so I sat back and think
Pulling myself from where I need to be
I sit here as the rain taps at my window
And my girls sleep in their bed
The girls need me now and always will
But someday they will make it on their own
I will wait again and when the time is right
I will move on to new place and new start

Alexia Miles

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/need-a-new-start/