Darkness completes me,
it ripples in my thoughts,
saturates my internal core.
Swirls of hope mingle with the decay,
strangled in the stench of depression.
Each day is met with hatred,
all those closed doors,
suffocate me with there fears,
shutting out the different.
Screams of want echo,
slicing into flesh,
sliding into oblivion,
that black hole of regret,
as I drown in their normality...

Heidi Dillon

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/drowning-in-their-normality/