Blessing in disguise it is
These troubled days I've had
Don't think I have ever
Felt so, ridiculously  glad

It's not what I thought
How hard it is to explain
But joy is bubbling up
Were there should have been some pain

Reflections over the last few months
You going has sort of left me numb
Greatest gift you have given me
Is I'll never see your mum

Dom Hunt

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/blessing-in-disguise-5/