Just barely breathing.
Where am I?
How did I get here?
Gone astray.
Becoming one of the lords dismayed.
No more faith.
Just a bitter taste left with the lust of revenge.
I don't think I can be fixed.
I've been broken
And my soul will never be re-awoken.
No sense of remorse.
That twist in your stomach just no longer affects me.
Sorrow is a waste of my time.
Call it collateral damage if you will.
But I'm still empty.
Voided out as part of the past.
But I'm still here.

Just barely breathing.
Where am I?
How did I get here?
Like a zombie is my body the only part of me still moving.
Morbidly angry,
Hate with the sweetest embrace.
This is the place I call home.
Walking a shadow of a past life all alone.
Screams ring out but no one is ever listening.
Ever listening
Everybody is just so distant.
So distant.
A wolf must lead his pack.
But what happens when he's abandon for the better.
The stronger.
The faster.
It's only in humanity that we shelter the weak.

Just barely breathing.
Where am I?
How did I get here?
Do these questions bring out your fear?
Does it scare you when I'm near?
I'm not so different then you.
Just flesh blood.
My pain has just disappeared.
Oh how I miss it.
Like being stabbed in the heart I wish for it.
I wish for it.
Every single day
And still I stand in silence in the shadows.
Where I won't be noticed or missed.
I'm waiting for deaths deadly but inviting kiss.

Just barely breathing.
Where am I?
How did I get here?

Just barely breathing.
Oh where,
Oh where am I?
How in the hell did I get here?
Like I will ever really know.
This life just goes, goes, and goes on.

Ace Of Black Hearts

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/barely-breathing-revised/