I can't,
I just can't do it.
I've brought the blade so close,
I just can't make it move.
I want it to end,
Oh, so very soon.
I just can't bring myself to do it.
I've tried and tried,
I just can't.
My friends don't understand.
No one ever will.
Not even my best friend can see it in my eyes.
I've told one person,
They make it into a joke.
Which brings me to the point,
Where I don't want to be,
With that blade at my arm,
But no strength to finish it.
I just can't bring myself to do it.
I want to,
But just....
Can't

Lizzy Henry

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-cant-bring-myself-to-do-it/