I sit here, writing, or typing
precisely
my feelings, memories, events
to be read
By you, nothing hides me more
than paper
but you see me, my soul, and heart
naked
On your screen, at your desk
whore
putting all of me out there, my emotions
like breasts
fascinating, untouchable if I were a true lady
I'm not
just another literary slut, flashing my soul
for your
prurient pleasure. No designer fashion here
skin deep
deeper by far is my shame, and my pleasure
orgasmic
by nature, this thing I write, this lyrical safari into
my shame
but is it not wrong, just rude, unashamed
civilized
People have shame, animals have ruts. am I
animal
or mineral? its not a game, its my life
up
here, on this page, absolute, open and no makeup
no hiding
No running, I could, but then this would still haunt me
am tired
of ghosts, always running things, making them happen
I
make things happen, now, and always, forever, until
I die
Then, until then, no fate, no destiny, until I have no
density
any longer. I remain my own woman. Haven't always been but will
be.
Kynthia Rosgeal
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/writers-have-no-secrets-poets-have-no-shame/