I feel like a piece of trash
Something that has been passed around
I want to jump off a building
And crash into the ground

My heart is so broken
I don't know what to do
Please don't forget
I will always love you

I can't go on
Living this life
I have no choice
But to pick up the knife

I know this will cause
Some people pain
But I feel so empty
I think I'm insane

I love you so much
And that's no lie
But I give up
And I want to die

You deserve so much better
You deserve so much more
I pick up the gun
And fall to the floor

I guess this is where
Everything has to end
You were a great guy
And a wonderful friend

1998

Jessica Gilbert

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/depression-takes-over-2/