It's tearing me a part inside
I need you so bad and I can't even tell you how I feel
Hurts to know I'm alone feeling this pain I can't control

What hurts even more is that I don't have you in my life
Even though you live so far away
You were the one who made me laugh when I was in tears

The one I thought I knew but throughout the years you transformed into this person
I don't even know you anymore
But here I am talking to you

I'm so confused and lost you make me that way
One day I love you then the next day I can't stand you
I don't know what to do

My heart and soul is screaming out your name
I keep telling myself I don't need you
But I know its lie within itself

All these emotions are tied up inside of me
And I can't untangle them
No matter how hard I try to let you go you come back

You're just like a boomerang
You're hot and cold
You're the one I want in my life but then again I could do so much better without you

July 16 2009

ESPN CHICK

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