I find myself thinking of you and wanting you to hold me
I find myself wanting you back knowing you can hurt me more then anyone else
I find myself forgetting why we broke up then I'm reminded that you cheated on me
I find myself questioning everything you ever told me
I find myself asking Did he really love me or Did he really care?
I find myself doing it a lot when it comes to you and I dont know why
I find myself everyday still loving you.

Ivory Harris

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-find-myself-4/